passwords

It was not so long ago that gave you the password to my heart 

Your opened it and played with everything inside it. 

 

You got the permission to roam freely, 

play on the mountains or slide down 

the curves, hide in the flow of my long tresses 

or just feast, biting into my juicy fruits. 

 

There have been many nights when I accommodated you 

in the tight cave, sometimes let your stubborn child pounce and 

pierce me, all for love.  

 

You took away everything good in me and became better. 

Today the smarter you is password protected.  

The labyrinth of your heart is secured and  

I am not allowed, no you don't visit my heart either. 

Our bodies lie next to each other without communicating. 

You sleep and I pretend and I look into the darkness 

 and mourn till the morning. 

 

You don't like the taste of my stale juices so you don't visit me anymore. 

My heart is broken and I can't mend it 

I have lost the password to my own heart.